Love is so direct, you're exactly what I've waited for.

It's odd how one thing can be so different depending on the context. Confusing sentence, bear with me. Yesterday a kid in my AP Chem class bet that this girl could beat me up. She's not that big, I told him I could take her. They laughed. We decided to fight, and it was pretty funny. It was both of us not knowing how to fight at all and our teacher laughing at us. She picked me up and set me on the ground. I lost. Everyone laughed at me. I was obviously no threat at all. Hilarious. Kat and I went to Southwoods sixth period. The school I was at two years ago was completely locked down. Suddenly we were a big threat. We managed to get inside the even more prisonlike school, and headed to the office for a visitors pass. We were told we weren't allowed in the school at all and that we could come back after school was out. Students there, two years ago, and one year ago. And we were a threat? They have a big LCD monitor showing what doors are locked. Wow. And a camera pointed directly at the entrance to the school. What the heck. Stupidest thing ever. So in four hours I had gone from an easy target to a threat. Odd. It's the same thing as lonliness. Opting to be home alone instead of going to a social gathering where you know you'll be alone. I'd rather be home by myself and truly alone than with a bunch of people and still alone. (cue Jack's Mannequin) haha. I just thought yesterday was a big oxymoron for me. Maybe today will be better?