Save me I am swallowed by the guilt of this

these are seriously my favorite things in the world
when i'm pms-ing i crave chicken nuggets like none other.
when i eat these, i'm no longer crabby.
i'd say its a fair trade.

I've decided I also really like my job.
In case you don't know, I'm a telemarketer for State Farm
It's not the most exciting job, but I get paid really really well.
I work with my best friend and we steal fruit snacks from the cupboards, write on rubber bands, and take 20 minute breaks whenever we feel like it.

best job ever

Make this moment last like the deepest sleep you never wanted to leave

a day in the life of lindsey marie adler





"I miss you thiiiiiiiiiis much!"

Don't give up. You're stronger than you know.

The internet says that Seasonal Depression is rare. I have hypochondriaced out and decided I have something along the lines of that. Yesterday I got in my car and it was so nice outside. And I had a tank top on and the sunroof back and The Rocket Summer on. And it felt like the summer, which was depressing in itself, seeing as we still have like nine weeks left of school, but I remembered how I felt this summer. I seriously felt like I loved everything and everything loved me. I had my Pom juice and Pom tea and my Maylene show. Despite my increasingly bad home life last night went incredibly well for me. One of my favorite bands for over a year and I finally saw them. And Breianna Jessica and Shannon and I were the #1 creeps of the night. It's okay. Dallas Taylor is our BFF. We seriously missed Haste The Day to go talk to D-Tay for an hour. And it was awesome because he kept coming up to us, and he is the least intimidating person ever. I'm really glad that we talked to him, because when I got home things weren't so peachy. But I don't really care. I have other things to think about, good things I mean. I love POM juice and the sun.

I just got a message that said "hey Hell has frozen over"

I despise snow. I despise it with every bone in my body. So when I get snowed in my house I'm not too happy. Instead of taking my cabin fever out on anyone I decided to attack the problem itself. The snow. So today on my snow day, where I'm not allowed to drive anywhere, I went outside to throw snow around. You know, punching bag white stuff style. Ha, so I was outside all bundled up...


...and headed outside.
I jumped off a lot of things. It was pretty funny just to stick into the ground like that. I jumped off sheds, which got me called psychotic, but whatever. I forgot about my fear of heights for a good five minutes. sweeeeeeeeet! Then I saw it. It was a snow drift. My neighbor's front yard has a fierce hill, and all the snow had just blown straight. My dream came true. I made a snow fort. Its pretty much the best thing of my life. Its all toasty and warm in there. And I made it to basically fit me. So it's mine! MINE. hahah. My own house! Don't worry. I know how sweet that makes me seem. I'm just an (almost) 17 year old girl lookin for a good time! haha, in the non dirtiest way ever.