You take in everything with a certainty I envy.

So we all know those internet personality tests are hoaxes right? My step-grandma, who considers sending me chain emails to be a form of communication, sent me one that kind of weirded me out. It is allegedly based off of what the Dalai Lama says about personalities. I'm sure that once I saw the answer I was more prone to believe it, but I went into this with a pretty negative attitude toward it. For the most part, it actually was on track. Here's the link for anyone who's bored, or curious. If you take it you'll understand this part...for the answer for coffee, it put fake happiness. So what if it's two words, the way that turned out was hilarious.

I love pomegranates.
Just so you know...

Think about what you say before you run your mouth.

I really wish more girls had the reasoning boys do. When I think about the people I trust, most of them are male. I don't know what it is. I think it's the honesty I get, instead of the backstabbing. Or the way I have to be honest, instead of backstabbing. I have guy friends who are basically a slightly less emotional version of girls, I have guy friends who don't understand girl problems for the life of them. I have great people in my life that I talk to about anything and everything. Lately, when I'm upset about something, I tell only boys whats going on. Maybe one girl at most. I told a friend something and he really never knows what to say in those situations, and it helped. I didn't have to talk about it excessively. I could vent, and he just thought the same way I did. Or my best friend who I go to with 90% of my problems. He listens and helps me see the good in the situation. Reassures me on things I know somewhere in the back of my mind. Another one is just as much of an insomniac as I am, and when I text him at three in the morning saying "ugh" he'll let me vent. Friends. I tell them (not just those three) almost anything. The only person I tell more to is Bryan. And that's the epitome of a good guy friend. Bryan pisses a lot of girls off. But for me, I have more at stake, and so it's good that he's so brutally honest with me. I need that a lot. I'm sick of being a bad friend, and I'm sick of having bad friends. I just dislike being a girl sometimes.