Saturday, January 27, 2007

Isolation is a four letter word

Last night I had some pretty horrible dreams. Bryan cheated on me, I failed junior year and had to go to school again with all the sophomores (ick!), and other stuff. Well, what a fabulous feeling I had when I woke up. I asked Bryan if he ever felt like that after a bad dream and he gave me that "you're nuts" look and said no. So although Bryan's all knowing opinion isn't everyones, I'm starting to feel like I'm the only one who does that. I don't know what it was. But I was so angry today. Because of school and some girl who didn't have a face since she was a dream blur. hahaha. I think its a little bit ridiculous that because of eating cheese or something too close to bed my next day was ruined. If you don't get the cheese thing, watch How The West Was Won with Mary Kate and Ashley. :). So right about now I'm pretty angry at my mind. I'm in a good mood finally, but I'm so mad that unreal things hurt me so badly. But, one thing that never fails to cheer me up is Kayla Lewis. We're obviously really cool when we wake up! We sat on in Luke's basement and took like 839472 pictures last Saturday. Cool life!






1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yes! i feel that way about dreams all the time! ahh, how annoying. my favorite are the dreams that when you wake up and can't decide if you were dreaming or not. hahahaha this one time a few days after tommy and i broke up, i had a dream that he hated me and wanted to kill me. i was super nervous like all day after that and almost wanted to call him to make sure it was a dream...but i didn't call because i didn't want to get that "you're crazy" thing that you got. haha oh funny.