Sunday, February 11, 2007

My pain is mine. It's become my friend with time. Chia-like, it grows.

So having lunch with a friend today (who reads this), I managed to do two things. Destroy a good amount of cream cheese nervously poking it with a knife, and to hear things I didn't want to know but at the same time want to know. And it sucks, I hate a lot of things right now, and I'm nonstop listening to The Rocket Summer. But there are just some things I guess I have no control over. And no matter how much I try, how I do my hair, or how I spend my weekends it doesn't matter. Because people will act the way they want to, and I can't change that. I'm certainly not feeling 100% about things at the moment, but I'm not going to sit around and be sad. It just sucks. But I guess what happens happens, and I have to appreciate what I have.

well, thats the end of my non-specific not helpful rant.

edit:
Today I really love/need
-Ephesians
-Matt Gardiner
-sleep
-Catcher In The Rye

2 comments:

Emily said...

talking to you made my night tonight! even though it was online, it was talking nonetheless...and i liked it.

Ephesians is by FAR one of my FAVORITE books.. it's probably in my top 5 most read books of the Bible! i love you!

Biz said...

you also need P.E. with me...im sorry i wasnt there, i was sick.