Saturday, February 24, 2007

they're building you up to tear you down.

Kayla and I watched Clarissa Explains it All. There are, however some things she just can not explain. Mainly the things we don't understand. Oh well, we still love her. We also hate Zach Braff in The Last Kiss. That movie made me hate the entire male gender. I hate cheaters. I got a new kitten from Kayla. I named it Brycie, since its a girl. It was great timing. Yesterday Matt and I were talking and he said I'm going to end up alone at age 60 with lots of The Rocket Summer memorabilia. Kind of like a cat lady, but with Bryce instead. He said his girlfriend (wife at age 60 though ahha) would come over for dinner parties and it'd be them, me and a cardboard cutout. It's very true. So adopting a cat and naming it Bryce didn't really help that cat lady motif. Matt just finds it hilarious. Good to know my best friend cares so much. :) I'm starting to turn incredibly apathetic to a lot of things. I'm cynical, whiney and I frankly don't care. But there are definitely things that will bug me so much. Especially when people are so stupid and have no regards for other people's feelings. Especially when they definitely shouldn't be so dumb. I'm also to the point where I don't really trust again. Because once again, just as things start to look up, I find out a good friend tells people things that I tell her. Stupid little things that don't really matter. Which is the weird part, because I'd understand if I told her something important, but it's really not. So why spread it? So much for friendships eh? I'm really sick of being sick. I'm going on two weeks now. And it's getting worse everyday. I wish it was spring or summer. I'm starting to look forward to fall, because once again, I'm apathetic. Thats so vague and doesn't really make any sense, but a few close people should get it. You know, school starts, people leave. People get forgotten about. MMMMMMMM my favorite. In that movie today there was a really good quote. It goes like this: "What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you love. That's what matters. That's the only thing that counts." Life story.

Oh, and happy seven months to me.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

If you're going to end up as the cat lady, then I'm going to end up being the even more cynical version of simon on American Idol 2044. If they can't sing like Radiohead, they're not coming on my show.

Emily said...

first of all, James' comment made me crack up! HA!

second of all, happy 7 months to lindsey and bryannnn!!! :-)

and lastly, Lindsey... that movie The Last Kiss... YEAH, i HATED it! seriously the character that Rachel Bilson played basically made me want to punch her in the ovaries every time I saw her, ugh, that movie sucked...

I'm glad you and Kayla had a good weekend together :-)

Anonymous said...

See, I really liked the music in that movie, causing me to like it. And also, there is something about his movies whether we like it or not, that is much more realistic than hundreds of happy ending movies. Heck yes I hated the fact that he cheated and that his friend left his wife and all of the other stuff but it had truth to it. It was kinda like, what do we do with this thing that we never want to happen? I also liked and hated at the same time the ending that really wasn't an ending. Because the truth of the matter is, there is no ending in life until life itself is at its end.

I don't know, those are my thoughts on the matter.